Tireddd...

Hah, yet again. Even though I went to bed at 10:30 last night. I think I'm still behind, however, that's probably why I feel like I'm going to collapse.
Well, I'm done spot checking everything for band. I know that the 3 people who actually read this probably don't care. But I do. Which is why it's worth mentioning.
I'm going to Santa Fe on the 6:something flight tomorrow night! Feel free to send goodbye texts as well as pray that the flight is not hampered by millions of reptilian creatures of the serpent variety.
So I'm in love with the new Set Your Goals recored. I've only heard the cover they did of 'Put Yo Hood Up' before now, but I think I should check out their older records too. They're the kind of band that I would love. And I do. So look who's predictable!
Late Night Escapades--Check them outttt!!!! Oh wait, they don't any songs yet. Yet being the operative word. Granted, half of them still need to learn their instruments, but it'll happen. You heard it here first :]]

Gnome Love (It's Magical)

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New Panic! clip. It's love. Even without Jon and Ryan, Brendon and Spencer will prevail. You can't get them down :]]

In other news. Cody Vs. Maddy fight sometime at the lake. Who knows when though, because I'll be in Santa Fe next weekend. Urg. But I guess we could have it over the phone. How that works, I'm not too sure, ask Cody, he's the one who suggested it. Oh, I also discovered that discussing fighting also sounds a bit like discussing rape. It's very awkward. But what can you do? So yeah... Everyone stay tuned to this for fight updates! I'll be sure to win, but it'll be an amusing fight nonetheless, I'm sure.

That's all for now, el lago este fin de semana! iARRIBA!

Ugh, It WOULD Be 18+

I will never meet Tom Conrad now. The show would be 18+. FML. For real. Mel had my hopes up. Now they're crushed. Brittney doesn't think Tom Conrad's cute. Pfft. What does she know? She doesn't like Jon Walker either. The two people I love. Whatever.
I am off to bed on this fine, storming night!

Toodles!

Why Did I Let Him Convince Me I Could Do A Backflip???

Because, as I'm sure you are not surprised to hear, I could not. I landed on my neck, and it really fricking kills.


But it's still my life goal to be able to do flips on the tramp. :]

This Week Was Amazing...

...simply amazing.

If this is "just friends" then I will be the best damn friend he's ever seen.

Okay...

... why did no one like fricking slap me? Aren't you all sick of my moaning about this? Okay, we're friends. Nothing's changed. I don't know why I freaked out so badly. He could be dead or decide that we can't be friends. God, it could be something drastic. But it's not. I'm such a fricking drama queen. I'm over it now. Sure, life sucks, but we're friends. And I can hang out with him without worrying about all of this stuff. So there's a light at the end of the tunnel. It's the sun shining at the lake as we frolic about. Okay, that was retarded sounding. I'm sorry. But jeez. Sorry to anyone who had to listen to me rant on and on about this and kept trying to comfort me. I'm pretty sure you wanted to shake me by the shoulders and scream, "SNAP OUT OF IT WOMAN!" I'm glad you guys didn't, just fyi :] But yeah, that's all for now.

Check back again, there'll probably be some more updates after the 4th of July! If I can be bothered... I mean... if I have time :P

So... It's Getting Better. Certainly Not Easier Though.

Return To Me - The Last Goodnight

I know my voice is silence to your ears
I know I said some things you didn't deserve to hear
I miss you, God I miss you, why do I miss you?
I lie awake at night kicking at the sheets
No matter how much I try they never cover my feet
I need you, God I need you, why do I?
I finally gathered up the strength
To get through my days

You lift me up
(Just to let me down)
You lift me up
(Just to let me down)

You call me on the phone to try to see if I'm at home
You play with my emotions; give me some kind of hope
I miss you, God I miss you, why do I?
I finally gathered up the strength
To get through these lonely, lonely nights

You lift me up (Just to let me down) You lift me up (Just to let me down)

You've got me desperate and confused
And my confidence is thrown
I'd rather be miserable with you
Than ever be alone
You're free, of me

You lift me up
(Just to let me down)

I will change the way I talk
I will change the way I feel
I will change the way I walk
Until nothing left is real
I will change the way I call your name
I will change the way I eat
I will change the way I touch you
When you're lying there asleep
Because I miss you
God I miss you, I miss you
Return to me
Return to me
I will change everything

-small smile-