Did you guess mine? Because if you did then you're right. I hate this, fuck my life to hell. Goddamn motherfucking assface. GODDAMN. You said that I was done, that I would never need them again. Done means forever, you asshole. Never means never ever. I'm sitting here crying my eyes out. This is the first time I've ever cried this hard. I don't want them again! I actually like the way I look without them, I consider myself attractive with big, white teeth. I don't want FUCKING METAL on them again. I'm so sick of this shit. Goddamn inbreeders. This isn't my fault, and yet there's nothing I can do. Why me? I've suffered for over half of my life with fucking braces and oh look, I'm not done yet. Why not??? Did something not happen in the 8 years that I've had them on? If you can't fucking fix my teeth in that time then obviously they'll never be fixed. Just rip them all out. I'd rather have none than braces for "a couple of months". I've been to hell and back with all the shit in my mouth and what was it for? Nothing. Goddamn. Godfuckingdamn.
Fucking a.
[how come I'd never hear you say / I just wanna be with you / guess you never felt that way]
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Hmm... Possibility?
Paperstaple My Heart.
y/y?
Thoughts, opinions, love for me can all go in the comment box.
^ That is to the 3 people that read this.
y/y?
Thoughts, opinions, love for me can all go in the comment box.
^ That is to the 3 people that read this.
So It's Not Really All It's Cracked Up To Be...
... It turns out that being hated isn't as much fun as it seems. It kinda sucks to be on the other side of the gun, you know, the barrel side. [That just made me think of TBS and FOB and I got happy for a moment. Sorry.] But at least I know that she has absolutely no idea how to shoot a gun. Which is a good thing. She's an idiot, so I shouldn't even need to be worried in the first place. But yeah. It's not as much fun to be hated as it is to hate someone. Well, maybe that's just me, I guess. Seriously, though. What was I expecting? Was I just supposed to be a bitch, I mean, my true self, and expect her to still be apologetic? No, because I know that what I said was mean. It was mean, but it was so true. It wasn't even the fullest extant of the truth either. Which I'm kinda mad I didn't say now, because she pissed me the fuck off today. But then she went and deleted her Facebook. As did "Courtney Ryan". Wow. I'm just too smart for her. Which, as previously inferred, is not hard. Did she expect me to be an idiot? She's talked to me before, she knows that I'm not like the rest of her classmates. I'm actually smart. [I would like to believe.] So it made me happy to catch on to her ploy so quickly. It made me ridiculously happy, actually. Talking to him made me ridiculously happy tonight too. He's such an idiot. I can't even say. But that's all right, because I love him anyways.
But I need to sleep so I'm not dead tomorrow so nighty-o....
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But I need to sleep so I'm not dead tomorrow so nighty-o....
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Thursday, July 30, 2009
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ME ENCANTA LA CONCIERTA DE METRO STATION Y MAYDAY PARADE Y MITCHEL MUSSO Y EVAN TAUBENFELD.
that is all.
that is all.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Tireddd...
Hah, yet again. Even though I went to bed at 10:30 last night. I think I'm still behind, however, that's probably why I feel like I'm going to collapse.
Well, I'm done spot checking everything for band. I know that the 3 people who actually read this probably don't care. But I do. Which is why it's worth mentioning.
I'm going to Santa Fe on the 6:something flight tomorrow night! Feel free to send goodbye texts as well as pray that the flight is not hampered by millions of reptilian creatures of the serpent variety.
So I'm in love with the new Set Your Goals recored. I've only heard the cover they did of 'Put Yo Hood Up' before now, but I think I should check out their older records too. They're the kind of band that I would love. And I do. So look who's predictable!
Late Night Escapades--Check them outttt!!!! Oh wait, they don't any songs yet. Yet being the operative word. Granted, half of them still need to learn their instruments, but it'll happen. You heard it here first :]]
Gnome Love (It's Magical)
Well, I'm done spot checking everything for band. I know that the 3 people who actually read this probably don't care. But I do. Which is why it's worth mentioning.
I'm going to Santa Fe on the 6:something flight tomorrow night! Feel free to send goodbye texts as well as pray that the flight is not hampered by millions of reptilian creatures of the serpent variety.
So I'm in love with the new Set Your Goals recored. I've only heard the cover they did of 'Put Yo Hood Up' before now, but I think I should check out their older records too. They're the kind of band that I would love. And I do. So look who's predictable!
Late Night Escapades--Check them outttt!!!! Oh wait, they don't any songs yet. Yet being the operative word. Granted, half of them still need to learn their instruments, but it'll happen. You heard it here first :]]
Gnome Love (It's Magical)
Friday, July 10, 2009
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New Panic! clip. It's love. Even without Jon and Ryan, Brendon and Spencer will prevail. You can't get them down :]]
In other news. Cody Vs. Maddy fight sometime at the lake. Who knows when though, because I'll be in Santa Fe next weekend. Urg. But I guess we could have it over the phone. How that works, I'm not too sure, ask Cody, he's the one who suggested it. Oh, I also discovered that discussing fighting also sounds a bit like discussing rape. It's very awkward. But what can you do? So yeah... Everyone stay tuned to this for fight updates! I'll be sure to win, but it'll be an amusing fight nonetheless, I'm sure.
That's all for now, el lago este fin de semana! iARRIBA!
In other news. Cody Vs. Maddy fight sometime at the lake. Who knows when though, because I'll be in Santa Fe next weekend. Urg. But I guess we could have it over the phone. How that works, I'm not too sure, ask Cody, he's the one who suggested it. Oh, I also discovered that discussing fighting also sounds a bit like discussing rape. It's very awkward. But what can you do? So yeah... Everyone stay tuned to this for fight updates! I'll be sure to win, but it'll be an amusing fight nonetheless, I'm sure.
That's all for now, el lago este fin de semana! iARRIBA!
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