Sunday, December 13, 2009

Fuckin' Winter.


[when I gaze into those pearly blues
a bright abyss that I once knew
haunts me from my past
it's like a sickness that you can't delude
there's nothing more to hold onto 
but the memory's fading fast

we'll still dance tonight
God, it feels so right
to sing this song as I
force my mind to sleep
we'll still dance tonight
if the moment's right 
to sing this song as I
force my mind to sleep

in case you didn't notice
it's like this every night 
we're both pretending to be something
but we're nothing in the end
tomorrow is a new day
but every day's the same
we're l-l-l-learning nothing
From our ways


if the bloodshed's all we hold onto
what's the point pretending to
have hope for what's been lost
hope for what's been lost
all though I know it's never real
I still have the urge to feel
closer than we are

we'll still dance tonight
God, it feels so right
to sing this song as I
force my mind to sleep
we still dance tonight
if the moment's right 
to sing this song as I
force my mind to sleep


in case you didn't notice
it's like this every night 
we're both pretending to be something
but we're nothing in the end
tomorrow is a new day
but everyday's the same
we're l-l-l-l-learning nothing
from our ways
from our ways


we still dance tonight
God, it feels so right
to sing this song as I
force my mind to sleep
we still dance tonight
if the moment's right
to sing this song as I
force my mind to sleep


in case you didn't notice
it's like this every night
we're all pretending to be something
but we're nothing in the end
tomorrow is a new day
but everyday's the same
we're l-l-l-l-learning nothing
from our ways
from our ways
it's okay]


Someone please tell me how to get past this. How to move on. I can't. I don't think it's possible. It's crushing me. I just want to be free from it. Someone please tell me how...
 
Please. Fix me. Rewire my brain. Throttle me. Repair my heart. Heal me. Rewind my thoughts. Fix me. Please.

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