Monday, December 28, 2009

Another Heart Calls by The All-American Rejects

[do you remember when we didn't care
we were just two kids that took the moment when it was there
do you remember you at all
another heart calls

yeah I remember when we stole the night
we'd lie awake but dreaming till the sun would wash the sky

just as soon as I see you
I did lie but didn't I tell you
as deep as I need you,
you wanna leave it all
what can I do?
say it's true
oh everything that matters breaks in two
say it's true
I'll never ask for anyone but you

talk to me
I'm throwing myself in front of you
this could be the last mistake
that I would ever wanna do
yeah all I ever do is give it's time you see my point of view

just as soon as I see you
I did lie but didn't I tell you
ss deep as I need you,
you wanna leave it all

what can I do?
say it's true
oh everything that matters breaks in two
say it's true
I'll never ask for anyone but you
but I know all that you want is to figure it out
and God knows I do too
what can I do?
say it's true
I'll never ask for anyone but you

oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
na, na, na, na, na, na

I'm sorry
so what?
but you don't think I've said enough
I'm sorry
I don't care
you were never there

as soon as I see you
I did lie but didn't I tell you?
as deep as I need you
you wanna leave it all

what can I do?
say it's true
oh everything that matters breaks in two
say it's true
I'll never ask for anyone but you
but I know all that you want is to figure it out
and God knows I do too
what can I do?
say it's true
I'll never ask for anyone but you

oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
I'll never ask for anyone but you
oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh]

So I think I'm going to have lyrics posted every week or so, or when I discover a song that I REALLY like. Such as this one by AAR. I hadn't really considered myself an AAR fan, but after discovering this, it was enough to spark an interest. After branching out into other songs, I became hooked. These CDs will definitely be routinely blasting out of my car speakers. A+ for you AAR, A+ for you.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Fuckin' Winter.


[when I gaze into those pearly blues
a bright abyss that I once knew
haunts me from my past
it's like a sickness that you can't delude
there's nothing more to hold onto 
but the memory's fading fast

we'll still dance tonight
God, it feels so right
to sing this song as I
force my mind to sleep
we'll still dance tonight
if the moment's right 
to sing this song as I
force my mind to sleep

in case you didn't notice
it's like this every night 
we're both pretending to be something
but we're nothing in the end
tomorrow is a new day
but every day's the same
we're l-l-l-learning nothing
From our ways


if the bloodshed's all we hold onto
what's the point pretending to
have hope for what's been lost
hope for what's been lost
all though I know it's never real
I still have the urge to feel
closer than we are

we'll still dance tonight
God, it feels so right
to sing this song as I
force my mind to sleep
we still dance tonight
if the moment's right 
to sing this song as I
force my mind to sleep


in case you didn't notice
it's like this every night 
we're both pretending to be something
but we're nothing in the end
tomorrow is a new day
but everyday's the same
we're l-l-l-l-learning nothing
from our ways
from our ways


we still dance tonight
God, it feels so right
to sing this song as I
force my mind to sleep
we still dance tonight
if the moment's right
to sing this song as I
force my mind to sleep


in case you didn't notice
it's like this every night
we're all pretending to be something
but we're nothing in the end
tomorrow is a new day
but everyday's the same
we're l-l-l-l-learning nothing
from our ways
from our ways
it's okay]


Someone please tell me how to get past this. How to move on. I can't. I don't think it's possible. It's crushing me. I just want to be free from it. Someone please tell me how...
 
Please. Fix me. Rewire my brain. Throttle me. Repair my heart. Heal me. Rewind my thoughts. Fix me. Please.